boring..

so fast the SPM is going to finish ,now onli left 3 papers..yesterday add math paper2 so hard leh...and yesterday morning sis told me that she will go to kuantan for work and will be back on friday..do u think it is true??? i keep on thinking this question...but i can not find any reasson why sis want lie to me..so i just keep quit and study for my next paper...if she really lie to me, den is ok lo...sure she hv her own reasson geh...haih...is up to her lo...next paper is akaun leh...scare x enought time to do my paper2 la...but have to face it also la...i want to finish my SPM faster!!! so that i cn work,play and sleep until late...hate to wake up early the morning, but after this 3 paper, i will never wake up early anymore!!!!hahahahahahaha!!!!

day before SPM

2mrw SPM lo....so dam scare leh...2day i woke up early to study my sejarah den the ppl that repair pc want come to my house to repair pc...he repair until 3.00p.m...den i take my lunch v dad...b4 this hate dad so much,but now ok la..but still hv the gape between us., because dad slap me...after lunch i continue my study...in the evening i started to feel so tired..i sit at brother bed n start thinking of my friend n sis...i took my hp n keep on replay the sound record that sis had send to me..don know y..i start crying again....don know y...but i x onli cry o...when sis chat v me in fb i feel more better...dne i took my dinner v dad again, after that i continue my study again..until sis sms n say she x feeling well n miss me so much..i cry again...haih...i told sis i really miss her so much n she say she know...haha!!!2day cry so little onli leh...good already lo, compare to yesterday...haha!! pui yee, dongdong, joey, fan shu zai, u mst be strong la....stop crying...althought it will never happen...

be strong!!!

crying day

2day sis going to hong kong...will miss her so much!!!! she send me to skull this mornin...at first is like normal,but when reach skull sis ask me to do well in my exam n try my bast...i hug sis n cry...early monin already cry..haih!!! 2day is my last perhimpunan in SMKCS when singing skull song, many of us cry...but i tahan lo...after that we hv to "mohon restu" to all the teacher that teach us b4..for that of couse cry want la...although sometimes in class don like the teacher n hate the teacher when she enter our class, but when" mohon restu'...really feel sorry to the teacher...after that we hv talk for the SPM n arrange our table..this year i sit in class leh...after arrange the table teacher went out n we r free..i sit on my place n start thinking of sis n cry...after skull when reach home, i saw sis hv wrote somethings on the white board. she wish me all the best...n i cry for that again..den i open the sound record that sis had send to me...she ask me den cry n try my best to do my SPM exam but don stress myself...haih..i cry fro that also la...because miss sis so much so much..no one understand my feeling...at night, when i doing revision..i cnt hafal the sejarah fakta, den i sms sis n tell her,but sis didt reply..i feel myself so stupid, n cry for that...2day really cry alots. but i had promise sis not to cry anymore..sry sis, i cnt do that...

will miss u guys so much...

next monday sis go to china lol... want to ask her to buy for me wat leh???? emmmm...clothes, handbag, ....haih...den no one play v me d lo....SPM is on 18, going to die lo...feel so lazy to study...haha..hv 1 things that i feel so hapi is , dad finally let us to buy 1 dog...hehe!!!! wat name that i should gv to the dog leh?? errrr...cnt think leh...yeah, after SPM i will change my hairstyle....2day didt go skull leh...know y?? because i tell dad i am sick cnt go skull...n he believe on me leh...haha..my dad is so good...but hv to study d leh...cnt be lazy d...but hor..the things that make me feel sad is, all my friend may loose contact v me leh..miss them so much!!! we so hard onli cn be good to each other n now we r going to " pisah"...but i will not forget the sweet memories when in 5c class..althought sad memories is more that sweet memories, but nvm la...jst let it past...haih...really will miss u guys so much leh....

don know y suddenly feel so sad...

already 2 days didt talk to sis...in this 2 days onli i know that i depend on sis so much...2day i hv lost my voice the whole day n i hv fever in the afternoon when i reach home. i feel so tired n jst want to slp, but dad keep on asking me to eat my lunch..so i ate my lunch n show my face to dad...when eating lunch, dad gv me a fish..this fish make me think back wat had happen before between me n dad...that is the 1st time dad slap me n jst because of i don 1 to eat fish...after eat my lunch i go to fb to play my game...i on the pc n load my roller coaster game, i wrote ( don close my game) in a pics of paper n put it on the pc...den i went to slp..suddenly i hear some noise like someone who cleaning the house..i go downstairs n see who is that...haha!!!that is brother...i go near to the pc n see how is my game..but the screen does not come out anythings...i started to be so angry n want to know wat happen to the pc..so i ask brother, but he say he didt did anythings but jst trow the paper that i wrote ( don close my game)..is this call as busybody??? i restart the pc also ntg is coming out...i feel so angry n go back to my room..once i enter my room i start crying...don know y!!!! actually this few day i really x hapi...i skull i jst force myself not to think all the stuff...i cry n cry den i sms james, i ask him is sis work late 2day?? because i hv things to tell sis n want to hear sis"voice..he ask sis to call me, when sis know i am crying she ask me wat happen...i really don know how to say it out..so i jst say ntg...mayb because spm is around the corner, i feel so emotional n stress...n sis is go to china with james when i am hving spm...haih...cnt tell to anyone wat is my feeling but onli cnt wrote iy in my blog....

haih...really donh know wat she want...

2day so tired leh...go martin for seminar, there is so dam pack n full of indian .got chinese there also la, but jst a few of them...2day james send me back..i told him wat had happen on april when i was taking bus to petaling street..he teach me how to protect myself la...den v went for dinner...once i reach home i really feel so dam sleepy but went i realise my fb game, i faster go on laptop n play..haha!!!den suddenly sis come n say to me that i always use laptop n let her use pc. she 1 use laptop for msn bcause hv webcam while pc don hv...i feel very very angry because when i use pc , she keep on telling me that her laptop hv no line..den i let her to use pc because pc line is better den laptop line...n now she scold me that i always use laptop...wat the fuck la...wat she want now??? b4 this she is trying to find 1 nail cutter, she cnt found it n scold me where i put. i say i didt take , she she still showing her face to men scold...until i go find n i get the nail cutter, it is jst the place that v normal put things...she smile n run away..i really feel like..she take me as wat??? things to lepas geram??? i am a human la...y everyone also like that 1!!!!! really don know wat she want actually...